Love this gal... she's exactly where I'm with caffeine:


It's hard for me to find the right balance... being able to do it in moderation. As soon as I get a bit of a buzz I want to go crazy with it. I hate it. I'm currently sitting on the edge right now, debating whether I should grab another hit, even though I know if I do it now I'll be up all night. Then I'll spend the time between 3-5am coming down, just hoping I'll be able to fall asleep, not knowing what to do with myself, not enough energy to actually do anything, but not tired enough to sleep. Hoping the solution will just come out of nowhere. It sucks.

If there are any posts today after this one tonight you know what's happened.